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Thursday, September 30, 2010

Listen to my story; this may be our last chance

I can't sleep. My mind's working overtime now. And so, I shall do a tribute.
(Okay, so I looked through the pictures and I think I just felt a sliver of my heart break.)

I don't know how to start this, but I'd like to say the bunch of you are the best things that have ever happened to me. Though I've wanted to quit school before I started, I knew I would regret. Right now, I think I would have really ate my words... But I'm still worried about how things would turn out because this kind of life is taking a toll on my health.

Just before school started, I managed to get my diet going again - 3 meals a day. However, now it's deteriorated back to 1 meal a day, and things aren't getting better. If I manage to make it through, I'll be an awesome designer, though designing isn't what I'm aiming to do. It's a far cry.

We'll be going into our different diplomas as school starts again, but I hope we'll really be friends forever despite the short amount of time we spent together as a class. I love you guys a lot... and I really cannot imagine having to go through CF in another class.

The Saturday that kick-started the entire fun. It was pretty awkward but I think we all handled it well. (Yes, with Love in the Air shit.)

I miss having meals with you all. :( I miss complaining with the girls about how long the rest will take before we start!
And Michelle, your horniness/lameness will continue on throughout ;)

The sexy girls from my class! Though it's very obvious we're polar opposites, it's like they say, opposites attract. And we are pretty closely knitted already :) I miss you girls!

Not forgetting the guys too. You guys can be totally nice at times :)

We'll always be a part of 56 no matter where we go in life. Okay, this is starting to sound absolutely cheesy but hey, I'm going to look back in life and see that the bunch of you played a part in shaping and crafting out who I will be in the future.

I'm already missing you guys. Some of you are busy with family, friends, other matters... Most of all, I'm going to miss doing stupid stuff with you guys. Stuff like...

... Going to class late because we're enjoying karaoke elsewhere.

... Watching one person play L4D in class.

... Carrying each other just 'cause you think you're strong.

... Getting splashed by puddles of water on the road while trying to get to the other side.

... A girl feeding 3 hungry boys in the water at the beach.

... A boy who thinks he's sexy like that.

... The same boy who is pretty amusing in his own ways.

... Chalet and barbecue with you all.

... The 3 of you who I can hang out with and be totally comfortable.

The past 5 months have been a blast. Stressful, yes but equally as fun with the lot of you. I don't know about you guys, but I think I wouldn't mind going through it again... if it'd help in my studies being furthered. Else, no.

There are many more other pictures, both blurred and nice, I've kept them all, even the unglam ones. I'll look at them time and again to keep myself from losing to reality, I'll look at them and be reminded that I'm not alone, I'll look at them and know that I had a life :) You guys have played a huge role in my life. I guess you'll never know that you've kept me away from suicidal thoughts for quite a while :)

You guys are the strangest, weirdest, quirkiest mix of friends I'll ever have and well, I plan to keep you guys and girls special like that :)

I love you all!
xoxo

JOEYLIM!
I don't have a nice, proper picture of you smiling/covering your mouth with your hair in place so these will do :( HEYHEYHEY HI! You are such a wonderful friend! I remember you were the first person to talk to me during the orientation because you thought people shouldn't be left alone. You spoke to me first despite my intimidating looks. AND GUESS WHAT, you're the first name I noticed in DID when I checked the SP shit, the name I kind of remembered for strange reasons I don't comprehend... and you approached me! I was kind of shocked you were the Joey I saw in the name list :) You're a really nice person and you put up with the shit I share with you during late nights/early mornings on MSN and whatever else.
We'll still be in the same class for the next 2 and a half years and I know it's going to be awesome already. Though you are pretty lame, well, I guess I'll grow into it and learn to counter your lame remarks xD My twitter timelime will always be lively due to your endless, incessant chatter about everything and nothing :D Best friends for the next 3 years and forever! (L)

SIEWWEIKANG!
Hahahaaaaa, are you surprised to see your name here? You're quite the joker but you're also quite the nice guy :) I remember I first talked to you over facebook and it was seriously... dumb. (Hope you don't remember) You were so scary, and still are right now. You still intimidate me because I don't talk much to you and conversations with you end abruptly 80% of the time. But hey, you're going to be sitting behind me in class for the next 2 and a half years with Joey so I'll have to grow into this awkwardness too! Ugh :x
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend too (too bad you're tied with Joey at being a wonderful friend, but you two are really wonderful so stop quarreling over this!), watching out for me sometimes and helping me watch out for others when I can't! I guess DID won't be that bad after all, sitting between the two of you :) Here's to the next 3 years! Let's be the best designers! (Y)

TEOYINGXUAN!
Sorry I had to choose those two unglam shots for you, but they're really quite amusing. And they made me smile as I looked through pictures for this post. You're also another wonderful friend - just like Joey, you listen to the crap I share with you. Though it was pretty awkward at the beginning, I guess time together knitted all of us close! We're one good example of polar opposites and it's really cool how we click :)
Oh yes, I still remember how I thought it was just me that thought you resembled the cute Pokemon, Jigglypuff ;D
I'll never forget the times we complain about lunch time in class, the times you just sing Chinese songs out loud with Joey, times we stress out over little stuff together and those funny little moments that probably mean nothing much but the world to me. You're a really good friend who puts others before yourself, and I really admire you for that! :) Ugh, you're not going to be in the same class as me next term but we should all try to meet up every once in a while and keep our friendship going! :) 56 forever! (L)

OUDAHAO!
Omg, I'm surprised I'm even going to write something for you. You're the rock of our class, seriously. Without you, I think our class would've been stranded... because you keep us on task by being ahead with your work. You stress us out in a good way, and really... YOU'RE THE MAN. And the best part? You're a September baby too! (Y) Okay, that was totally irrelevant but... :) And anything you wear looks expensive.
You kind of really helped me quite a bit with the last part of CF, with GC. It was quite stressful to go out with you because you're so serious and quiet that it kind of dampens the atmosphere... Whatever it is, I wish you all the best in whatever you do because I know you'll succeed in whatever you put your mind to :) Your determination and perseverance will carry you far in life! :) I'm glad to have met you! (Y)

THAMCHEONGHOW!
You this joker cowboy. You are seriously lame... but just like ODH, you can be quite focused at tasks too. Thanks for being around at times when I talk to you on MSN. It feels kind of weird to be talking to you sometimes about stuffz but you were probably the only person around. So thanks :) Though you're lame, I'm glad you found someone who comprehends and can actually beat your lameness ;) I don't have much to say to you except the thanks for being around... HEY, you got a piece of yourself on this post!

MICHELLEYONG!
You have so many nicknames I don't know which to call you now. I call you frog now because I'm using a stupid t9 cellphone and frog is the only word entered in their dictionary. HI you're a wonderful friend too! I don't know why, but I feel more like myself when I'm around you. Though you haven't been around like the others have in terms of talking and stuff, you've been around, hanging out with Cowboy, Pretty boy and I. I wish the four of us would hang out more like that but I won't ask for too much :)
I will miss your lame jokes (really) and your blurness around, but we'll still be in the same school so we can probably still have lunch together! So I hope the girls will stay closely knitted like super glue because you all make up the small group of friends I have. :)

TNGBINGRONG
Did you think I'd leave you out? CF would have been pretty empty without you. Needless to say, you were the only person that caught my eye in the whole cohort (I'm not kidding, I've been crowd surfing for pretty faces since long ago, and it's safe to say, my eyes are good. How else did I spot Patrick Stump and Bill Kaulitz from the hundreds of superstars (before they got really famous)?). You are a really wonderful friend, I'm sorry for all the shit. But you're still my really good friend so I guess maybe...
But anyhow, I'm glad I met you too. You're one of the first few pretty faces I've encountered up close in Singapore, and I'm really excited since I've never been so close to a pretty boy. I don't care what you say, you're pretty to me, so STFU. :) I hope you make up your mind soon.
By the way, I think your collarbones are absolutely beautiful.

I love you all :) I love you, 56!
xoxo

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