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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

There are many things that i would like to say to you, but i don't know how.

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Oasis - Wonderwall

Thank you for spending the day with me, you two. :)

I wasn't supposed to be out today, but I realised I needed to get out more. I realised I needed social interaction because it linked directly to my health. As much as I'd like to live my life alone forever, I cannot. It'd be mentally strenuous to my mind. Besides, it challenges distortions I've built up in my belief system and experiences.

I wasn't supposed to be out today, but I finally found the strength to ask people out. It's not something I do normally because I have this irrational fear that I'd been intruding on other's privacy and time, that I'd be a total failure if I get turned down. Also, it's not as if I have a million and one friends to ask out - just a bare handful of maybe, five, that would be willing to spare some time for me. I'm not one to ask for a lot, just time and attention.

Despite my low spirits pitting themselves against me, I kept my mind on other stuff. Stuff like the two of you keeping me busy because of all the inside jokes we've built up over the past few years :)

Pepper lunch express for lunch!

Haven't been in the best of moods lately so I didn't style my hair today. Besides, we originally planned to have dinner at home... but later changed so I thought I'd be able to get through without styling for just a few hours. :) All of you think my hair's nicer when it's flat, I beg to differ. I guess it's just me because I've got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match.

It isn't Brenda's birthday today but Angela was only able to meet her today, so we had a little celebration for her :)

There was no point peeping at the present (since I knew what it was), so just open it already! (How can you guess when it's a CD and a book, by looking at the top?)

It was nothing extravagant, nothing out of the blue. It was just something she liked, and that's Ariel.

And of course, the birthday card. :)

There's the whole gift. It's the thought that counts. Anybody could buy her anything in the world, but not everybody knows exactly what to buy.

Being a blonde in disguise, Brenda obviously had trouble putting everything back into the wrapping. She's keeping everything intact because she plans on passing them on to her children, then her grandchildren, great-grandchildren, so on and so forth. You get the drift. As for my presents, she has to take them to her grave.

Later we went on in the quest for water. At first we decided on getting bubble tea, but apparently we couldn't find Sweet Talk, so it was Giant.

This pampered princess insisted on having her drink cold so...

... there you have it.

Since we were in the supermarket, Angela suddenly thought of chocolates.

Then the princess just had to disturb the tray of KinderJoys.

I forgot why she's frowning here but it's some really lame joke/excuse that linked to KinderJoy.

Well, Angela didn't find the chocolate she was looking for so we decided to just get the drink.

Brenda tried to block Angela here. Rofl.

As we left Giant, we saw Sweet Talk. (Y)

Since we had quite a bit of time to spare before our movie started, we went to Toys 'R' Us.

:) I still don't get why Ariel is a fish with a human body :/ Isn't she a human with a fish tail? Your logic's warped, Brenda. :p

It's not really a toy haven but just enough to satisfy us :)
P/s: Brenda didn't really blow this, I turned it :p

Then we wasted more time taking photos. (Yeah there were people looking but who gives a fuck.)

We didn't really take a lot because the number of people sitting where we were suddenly increased. So we moved away. Anyway it was about time our show started :)

Grownups was a pretty nice movie but it reminded me of the shit I was in...

It was about 630 when the movie ended. We wasted more time walking around in Daiso and around for a while more before having dinner :)

Frequenting Daiso has toned down the awesomeness of the shop. But this tobacco case caught Brenda's eye because there was a B printed on it. Seriously.

We had dinner at MacDonald's. The place where I first talked to you and you were just laughing to yourself all the while. It was a good meal.

Since I wasn't able to find the materials to make Brenda's present, I suggested pushing the gift back to Christmas. She agreed and now I had to find her a nice small bag. Angela was also in search of clothes so we walked around. And we walked into Animal, which was having sales!

There was a huge sale in Animal. There was this awesome bag which caught Brenda's eye and it was on 50% off. There was also this huge hole in my pocket, which appears every September. There were only the three of us in the shop, and two of the workers there. We stood there just discussing on the outcome... I think the two workers were bored, rofl. I bet they were thinking how we were being such scrooges about buying just one bag. But, oh well... READ THIS, BRENDA.

You are to treasure the bag with your life. If an armed person were to point his weapon at you, you are not to use the bag to protect yourself. And this bag goes with you to your grave!

Though it was just the three of us, I kind of enjoyed myself today. It's definitely better than the other days - I had company today :)

Dear Brenda, I am glad to have met you though you are made up of 1/2 ~~crap~~ poo :) We've been in the same class in middle school and had so much fun together, mugging for exams and getting into trouble - all those little moments add up to be something significant in the past, which we will look back and smile with tears, but of happiness and not of regret. Let's have more crap arguing sessions and whatever else that only the two of us understand :p

Dear Angela, I am glad to have met you too. Though we weren't in the same class, we were in the same CCA :) and though you're like the polar opposite of me, I guess opposites really attract - I'm the wild one and you're the quieter one :) But thanks for always being around when nobody was. We have to meet more often too, more often since we live so near each other.

But mostly, thank you two for having saved my life today.

It's Mid Autumn Festival tomorrow and I guess I'll be spending it alone.
Or maybe with a friend or two.
Just... not you because you don't have the time for me.

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

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