It's only been 26 days into the new year and so many things have happened already. Anything goes within minutes, don't even bother with days or weeks or months. I've consumed even more alcohol in the past month than I have back when I was working at that shit hole. I've sent even more parcels overseas in the past month than I do locally. I've done too many crazy things that I usually wouldn't have, given the person I am. Maybe there's still a lot to figure out about myself, or maybe I just don't know myself at all.


Cheryl came back for a week in December. I managed to meet her one day before she left for the States and words can't express how much I've missed her. The next time I'll see her is in 2017 so... hopefully by then I'll be able to tell her cooler stories of what I've made. Times like these, I'm more than thankful for the existence of Skype and Whatsapp LOL


Also I finally got to meet my bubs after months. Probably had a little too much fun that night... but who's to say anything's too much?


Cr: Ashri
Took my new camera out for a spin with Ashri recently too at some gigs! It's pretty darn awesome but my Nikon will always be my baby. Hehe Nikon forever!! Also it's been ages since I've been to any art shows/exhibitions -- I think I need to add more slots into my calendar. 24 hours a day just isn't enough man. No I need a personal assistant.


I've also pissed someone off to the point of no return. I meant every single word (though I might've went a bit far) unlike the others I'd threw away so... I don't know. Shit comes in many different forms though the most familiar of all is the matter that comes out of our assholes. Hahahahahaahhahaha shit also comes in the form of things and people and emotions so hello January you have been rather interesting to me lately.




Right, I had a haircut too.

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from you came the greatest heartaches ive even gone through,
came the greatest lessons ill ever learn for life,
came the greatest pieces of art ive ever created

from you leaves the stronger person from your embrace,
leaves the braver person from your words,
leaves the wiser person from your existence

angels and lessons
you have taught me everything (without a poisoned apple)
i never thought i’d need to know
you rekindled the flame i’d snuffed out just to get by
with the gentlest of gestures, i will never forget
you probably didn’t know why you were doing,
and i don’t expect you to remember,
for you were the angel with a lesson -
only to be forgotten once it’s all over

angels and lessons
you were the most beautiful of them all

(Why did you approach me, why did you say hello?
Because you looked lonely, and I didn’t want you to be alone.)

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